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Thursday, January 14, 2016

Eight years...where did they go?

Eight years ago...to the exact minute...I was in the absolute worst pain of my life. I literally wondered if each breath I took would be my last. Then it was over. I heard that precious first cry. I heard them tell us that it was a boy. Then they put him on my chest. My sweet Ayden. I would go through the pain every single day for the rest of my life if that's what it took for him to be mine. I'm so thankful the Lord didn't ask that of me. He just simply let me be Ayden's mommy. 

On each of our kids' birthdays, I love replaying the events of the day of their births. I will look at the clock to see what time it is then take myself back to that day and what was happening at that exact minute. And each year I wonder how another year could have already passed since the last time we celebrated their birthday.


I made cupcakes for Ayden's class today and was thankfully able to leave work for a little while to go to his school for a few minutes. Then I took him, Gracelyn, and Braysen to Kandee's for some yummy frozen yogurt and we ate McDonald's for supper! Michal unfortunately had to work all day and then had class tonight then had to go back to work after that. Ayden definitely felt special today with all the happy birthday phone calls he got and his special lunch we packed. :) There was definitely no denying it was his birthday. Ha! He told me this afternoon that when he read the notes from me and Micahel his "eyes got watery". Well, mine got pretty watery when he told me that. Melted my heart.
My sweet, considerate, tender hearted, funny, silly, amazing 8-year-old. 








Monday, January 4, 2016

Hello, 2016!

am home.  Alone.  I am not sure I remembered the last time this happened.  I woke up, cleaned bathrooms, washed clothes, changed sheets, drank coffee, read my Bible....and never once did I get interrupted.  I didn't have to break up a fight, fix a cup of chocolate milk, or be at anyone's beckon call.  But my gosh...it's too quiet here.  I miss my babies like crazy.  And it's only be a little over 12 hours since I've seen them!  Have I lost my mind?! I was lying in bed last night, thinking about how much I wished they were here.  I always think how much I would love a break sometimes, but when I get one...all I want to do is see them and hug them and kiss them. 

Yesterday afternoon, Michael took Ayden and Braysen squirrel hunting in the woods behind our house.  It was Braysen's first time hunting, and boy was he excited!!  He had been saying he didn't want to shoot squirrels because he loves them.  LOL.  I guess he changed his mind.  They didn't shoot any squirrels yesterday, but Braysen did get to shoot a pinecone! Ha! He was just as excited about that!

I videoed Braysen before they went.  I hate that it's sideways, but he is just too cute!


My precious babies before church last night. It was quite an act of congress to get a decent picture. They always act so silly and Braysen was on some kind of chocolate high, I think! I realized after j finally got one of them all smiling that Braysen had himself in handcuffs! 

Here are a few of the ones I took...it's very hard to believe that Gracelyn is acting normal in all of them. She gets her silliness from her daddy and is always making goofy faces 😉 And Ayden loved sticking his teeth out for every pic?! Not too sure why? Lol! There's definitely never a dull moment with these three ❤️